2nd update of the day
I'm just really trying to be this strong helpful and good hearted person while people really just beat me down with a big stick, or stone..lol anyways, I of course always want to do and think the right thing, but my GOD it's just killing me to be a strong person. I talked to alexis all night and really just noticed that people are going to rely on you and want your help if you care and help them back. She helps people everyday, but there still people out there that just literaly wear her like a friggin coat. Waiting on her desition like there life depends on it. And people that I no comming to me and myself doing soooo much for them but they never care. Yes it's life, you should give and not need to recieve, thats how people learn new things, and you just have to keep telling yourself that your the stronger person for not just screaming or something crazy. I no it's stupid, but it bothers me. I just cannot wait until I go to oakland. I'll be soooooo occupied in studying and especially dancing that i wont have time to think, which is good right now. well. i love you all. really i do. God bless n goodnight
p.s/i wish my enteries were more interesting and artistic like nancys and alfs, but i try lol
p.s/i wish my enteries were more interesting and artistic like nancys and alfs, but i try lol