Trust
Well I've learned two things these past three months. 1.) You Can't trust a Soul. 2.) The only friend you have is yourself. Everyone else doesn't care and if they do they don't care enough to stop and think about how you are doing or how you feel about something. I've had so called friends and I've had enemies, There is no difference between them. They both can stab you in your back if they know something about you. They both lie to you in your face, you can't trust neither one with secret. You and only you can keep your secrets. I've learned that I can't trust anyone in this world. This world is one big black whole that sucks you in for all eternity. People here on earth are all pathological liars. You never know who to trust. I can't tell you that I'm a perfect Angel. I've lied, Yes, I have lied, but you know I lied for the right reasons I don't go behind others back and lie about them and start rumors about them it doesn't work that way I should know I'm myself and No one else. I can't let others walk all over me or I would have fallen and never able to get back up. I am depressed, at least I can admit it. I am not afraid of myself, I am not afraid of the world, I am not afraid of the dark. I am afraid of what myself, the world, and the dark hides from me. I am afraid that I, myself would hurt someone or myself, I am afraid that the world is not ready for me or better yet I am not ready for the world, I am afraid of what hides in the dark waiting to get me. No one will ever know how I feel about my life NO ONE!!!! I will never tell my darkest secretes. I will I never tell how i feel anymore, It does not matter anymore how I feel No one cares about that, I could tell someone over and over about how I feel, but it would do no good I would still be ignored.