when the snow begins to fly...
Into Empty Space
JB/Jiyeon
Fluff, Non-AU, ~338w
He tries to play it cool but always fails at it anyway.
-- A short drabble for my favorite off- cam couple. I will try to write a full length oneshot for my JJCouple soon because they're soo cute!~
She is fidgeting with her phone when he looks at her. Jiyeon, always one on sensing when people look at her, lifts her head up and smiles brightly right after the second she recognizes it was JB.
“Hey.” She says, putting her phone down and moves to the side to give space.
JB, though he still finds it awkward working a drama with her, feels obliged to take the space next to her. “Uhmm..”
“You finished the scene with Sora- unnie?” she asks, facing him with a rather interested look in her eyes. And this, JB always finds it amusing how Jiyeon can feel comfortable talking and spending time even to people she just met for a short period of time.
He brushes the back of his head in habit and mutters a soft yes.
He doesn’t know why but she laughs and he’s fine with it since her laugh has a nice ring into his ear and he feels brighter with it.
After a few seconds she stops and leans her head to the right as if thinking for something. He studies her face and he can’t fully admit even to himself still that he’s actually sitting next to her, occupying a space near her.
Jiyeon was once a dream for him and now he’s working with her.
Then she snaps and JB gets embarrassed at the thought of thinking only about her.
“I’m sorry. I… got lost. What were you saying again?” he asks her awkwardly, softly wishing to move a kilometer away from her so his heart would start beating to its normal pace again but he knew it to himself that he wouldn’t because Jiyeon’s so precious.
“I was just asking about how your first scene went. You must feel nervous.” She says, holding in still the amusement in her.
“Oh, that…” Talking with her is something he cannot fathom but what was more interesting are the colors in her eyes that he can count with his fingers every time she talks to him.
Needing Closure
Taemin/Krystal
Angst, AU, PG- 13, ~365w
You ask yourself why because you think it is better to have reasons rather than being left without closure.
-- My first time to write using this style of writing, i don't know if it worked.
You wonder why and how everything between you two had turned into nothing. You ask yourself if ever there are things that you did wrong, if you were the one at fault in your relationship. No. You corrected yourself immediately because you were never in a relationship-a sad fact. And that actually sounds funny in your ears. He whispers a thousand of “I love you” in your ears. And he hugs you, and kisses you a million times. You were always happy when he’s around-your smile almost reaching the tip of your ears-and you felt so loved. It was perfect.
But here you are, sitting alone on a bench near the coffee shop you’re working. Then, you wipe the tears off of your cheeks and you start to convince you are just fine. You keep on telling yourself now that you’re perfectly fine-that Taemin is just other boy who came into your life, stayed for a few (long) years, and left like a bubble-with no signals or even just some friendly warnings-out of your life. He is just some other boy you used to love and there’s no big deal out of it.
But he was special, so much, and you can’t help anything but to just start crying all over again.
That is, because you felt so hurt that he left you without any reason at all. It was so hard, you think, to accept what he had done to you-that he now doesn’t love you anymore or need you-or you think, you decided, that it was even harder to accept the fact that he can leave you and continue life like you were just nothing, like what you two have shared were just sweetnothing.
You call yourself a fool-loving someone this hard and falling even harder.
And you think you are so stupid-hurting and getting so upset over something that never exists in the first place.
Yet you still mope around, still thinking the reasons why all these ended.
Because you are still hoping he would come back even though a little voice in your head is saying he would not, ever again.
Fun and Games
Kibum/Yoona
Romance, AU, PG- 13, ~300w
It's all fun and games until someone gets too attached.
--Uhm, just because i love this couple i wanna write them as much?
“Mission accomplished.” Yoona proudly smiled as she took a seat next to him. “We finally made her jealous.”
Kibum looked at her and after a moment, realized what this meant. He uncomfortably clasped both of his hands and eyed her carefully.
“She’s one of the toughest though. It was a relief she showed up signs after a month of flirting. If not, then it would mean she doesn’t like you.” Yoona continued on talking as she slipped her hand under her chin.
“What are you gonna do? I mean, after we.. go in separate ways.” Kibum muttered, setting his eyes shyly on anything but on hers.
“Oh..” Yoona coughed lightly, understanding now what it all meant, and pushed her back against the chair. Her cheeks slightly blushed at this as she realized how comfortable she had become with him even in just a short period of time. Though it was all acts, Yoona couldn’t help but to think how awesome it was to act like they’re both in love with each other.
There was a long silence between them-both reminiscing the short month they had spent with each other, acting like real lovers and doing skinships and kissing especially when the girl is around.
“You had the most beautiful hands though.” Kibum admitted-cutting the silence, and he was thankful he said it because he knew this time would be the last he’d be seeing her, and this time would be the perfect time for it.
Yoona snorted, “I thought you’re going to tell me I’m the best kisser.”
“Well, I’m actually about to say that one, too.” He said as he was slightly shaking his head, and both of them laughed.
It was not like they’re going to be together like this ever again in the first place.
To follow the rules
Donghae/Jessica
Hurt, Non- AU, PG-13, ~570w
You still love her and that's a fact.
You crossed paths with her one day after your break- up. It was painful even to just endure what you’re true feeling was-that you will and always love her but was just forced to say otherwise. You were never given a choice because it was something that has to be done and you have no other choice but to follow the rules and obey their orders. So one cold evening you told her that your relationship with her was over. And with just that, you left her hanging-you even didn’t say the reason (though you knew that she also knew about it) or even just tell her that you love her so much despite SM’s strict rules. You just left and stepped out of her life as if it was some sort of a game where you can just press one specific button when you wanted to end it so badly, so quickly.
And that was all because you thought it would be easier to both of your part. And you didn’t know that it did otherwise.
Because every time you two meet each other along SM building’s hallways during ordinary days used for practice and training, your eyes would immediately look directly into her eyes and she would just stare back at you. You wanted to relay something to her, something you should have said on that cold evening and you only realized it these days. But Jessica would just stare back coldly, her heart already shut and away from yours-keeping you from reaching it ever again.
How much it hurts, you didn’t know-because your heart was already too numb to feel the excruciating pain.
Until such time came when you have wished to turn back time when the two of you were just ordinary trainees of SM Entertainment-receiving training and lessons every time and waiting for your time to debut. You remember the times you had spent with her, going out with her around the city and even doing silly stuffs with her.
You wanted to turn back time and just stay as trainees because those memories with her were so lovely.
You wanted to turn back time and tell her how much you love her because you really do even now you still do.
All eyes were now set on the two of you, sometimes together but most of the times just as Super Junior’s Donghae and Girls Generation’s Jessica. The rumor the two of you being ex- lovers started to spread and this even had made you two to move farther away from each other and you really feel sick.
You might always be a few meter or even a world away from her, avoiding any close and obvious interactions and signs about you two being ex- lovers (and since the company had told you so), the longing in your eyes won’t ever fade and you know you could never fake it.
Because you still love her, you always do, and you want to get back to her and fix your relationship and just love her like you used to. Though this time it would be different especially when both Super Junior and SNSD are now starting to establish their name worldwide and as the fanbase grew bigger.
You still love her, it’s a fact.
But in the end, you have nothing else to do but just to follow their rules.
JB/Jiyeon
Fluff, Non-AU, ~338w
He tries to play it cool but always fails at it anyway.
-- A short drabble for my favorite off- cam couple. I will try to write a full length oneshot for my JJCouple soon because they're soo cute!~
She is fidgeting with her phone when he looks at her. Jiyeon, always one on sensing when people look at her, lifts her head up and smiles brightly right after the second she recognizes it was JB.
“Hey.” She says, putting her phone down and moves to the side to give space.
JB, though he still finds it awkward working a drama with her, feels obliged to take the space next to her. “Uhmm..”
“You finished the scene with Sora- unnie?” she asks, facing him with a rather interested look in her eyes. And this, JB always finds it amusing how Jiyeon can feel comfortable talking and spending time even to people she just met for a short period of time.
He brushes the back of his head in habit and mutters a soft yes.
He doesn’t know why but she laughs and he’s fine with it since her laugh has a nice ring into his ear and he feels brighter with it.
After a few seconds she stops and leans her head to the right as if thinking for something. He studies her face and he can’t fully admit even to himself still that he’s actually sitting next to her, occupying a space near her.
Jiyeon was once a dream for him and now he’s working with her.
Then she snaps and JB gets embarrassed at the thought of thinking only about her.
“I’m sorry. I… got lost. What were you saying again?” he asks her awkwardly, softly wishing to move a kilometer away from her so his heart would start beating to its normal pace again but he knew it to himself that he wouldn’t because Jiyeon’s so precious.
“I was just asking about how your first scene went. You must feel nervous.” She says, holding in still the amusement in her.
“Oh, that…” Talking with her is something he cannot fathom but what was more interesting are the colors in her eyes that he can count with his fingers every time she talks to him.
Needing Closure
Taemin/Krystal
Angst, AU, PG- 13, ~365w
You ask yourself why because you think it is better to have reasons rather than being left without closure.
-- My first time to write using this style of writing, i don't know if it worked.
You wonder why and how everything between you two had turned into nothing. You ask yourself if ever there are things that you did wrong, if you were the one at fault in your relationship. No. You corrected yourself immediately because you were never in a relationship-a sad fact. And that actually sounds funny in your ears. He whispers a thousand of “I love you” in your ears. And he hugs you, and kisses you a million times. You were always happy when he’s around-your smile almost reaching the tip of your ears-and you felt so loved. It was perfect.
But here you are, sitting alone on a bench near the coffee shop you’re working. Then, you wipe the tears off of your cheeks and you start to convince you are just fine. You keep on telling yourself now that you’re perfectly fine-that Taemin is just other boy who came into your life, stayed for a few (long) years, and left like a bubble-with no signals or even just some friendly warnings-out of your life. He is just some other boy you used to love and there’s no big deal out of it.
But he was special, so much, and you can’t help anything but to just start crying all over again.
That is, because you felt so hurt that he left you without any reason at all. It was so hard, you think, to accept what he had done to you-that he now doesn’t love you anymore or need you-or you think, you decided, that it was even harder to accept the fact that he can leave you and continue life like you were just nothing, like what you two have shared were just sweetnothing.
You call yourself a fool-loving someone this hard and falling even harder.
And you think you are so stupid-hurting and getting so upset over something that never exists in the first place.
Yet you still mope around, still thinking the reasons why all these ended.
Because you are still hoping he would come back even though a little voice in your head is saying he would not, ever again.
Fun and Games
Kibum/Yoona
Romance, AU, PG- 13, ~300w
It's all fun and games until someone gets too attached.
--Uhm, just because i love this couple i wanna write them as much?
“Mission accomplished.” Yoona proudly smiled as she took a seat next to him. “We finally made her jealous.”
Kibum looked at her and after a moment, realized what this meant. He uncomfortably clasped both of his hands and eyed her carefully.
“She’s one of the toughest though. It was a relief she showed up signs after a month of flirting. If not, then it would mean she doesn’t like you.” Yoona continued on talking as she slipped her hand under her chin.
“What are you gonna do? I mean, after we.. go in separate ways.” Kibum muttered, setting his eyes shyly on anything but on hers.
“Oh..” Yoona coughed lightly, understanding now what it all meant, and pushed her back against the chair. Her cheeks slightly blushed at this as she realized how comfortable she had become with him even in just a short period of time. Though it was all acts, Yoona couldn’t help but to think how awesome it was to act like they’re both in love with each other.
There was a long silence between them-both reminiscing the short month they had spent with each other, acting like real lovers and doing skinships and kissing especially when the girl is around.
“You had the most beautiful hands though.” Kibum admitted-cutting the silence, and he was thankful he said it because he knew this time would be the last he’d be seeing her, and this time would be the perfect time for it.
Yoona snorted, “I thought you’re going to tell me I’m the best kisser.”
“Well, I’m actually about to say that one, too.” He said as he was slightly shaking his head, and both of them laughed.
It was not like they’re going to be together like this ever again in the first place.
To follow the rules
Donghae/Jessica
Hurt, Non- AU, PG-13, ~570w
You still love her and that's a fact.
You crossed paths with her one day after your break- up. It was painful even to just endure what you’re true feeling was-that you will and always love her but was just forced to say otherwise. You were never given a choice because it was something that has to be done and you have no other choice but to follow the rules and obey their orders. So one cold evening you told her that your relationship with her was over. And with just that, you left her hanging-you even didn’t say the reason (though you knew that she also knew about it) or even just tell her that you love her so much despite SM’s strict rules. You just left and stepped out of her life as if it was some sort of a game where you can just press one specific button when you wanted to end it so badly, so quickly.
And that was all because you thought it would be easier to both of your part. And you didn’t know that it did otherwise.
Because every time you two meet each other along SM building’s hallways during ordinary days used for practice and training, your eyes would immediately look directly into her eyes and she would just stare back at you. You wanted to relay something to her, something you should have said on that cold evening and you only realized it these days. But Jessica would just stare back coldly, her heart already shut and away from yours-keeping you from reaching it ever again.
How much it hurts, you didn’t know-because your heart was already too numb to feel the excruciating pain.
Until such time came when you have wished to turn back time when the two of you were just ordinary trainees of SM Entertainment-receiving training and lessons every time and waiting for your time to debut. You remember the times you had spent with her, going out with her around the city and even doing silly stuffs with her.
You wanted to turn back time and just stay as trainees because those memories with her were so lovely.
You wanted to turn back time and tell her how much you love her because you really do even now you still do.
All eyes were now set on the two of you, sometimes together but most of the times just as Super Junior’s Donghae and Girls Generation’s Jessica. The rumor the two of you being ex- lovers started to spread and this even had made you two to move farther away from each other and you really feel sick.
You might always be a few meter or even a world away from her, avoiding any close and obvious interactions and signs about you two being ex- lovers (and since the company had told you so), the longing in your eyes won’t ever fade and you know you could never fake it.
Because you still love her, you always do, and you want to get back to her and fix your relationship and just love her like you used to. Though this time it would be different especially when both Super Junior and SNSD are now starting to establish their name worldwide and as the fanbase grew bigger.
You still love her, it’s a fact.
But in the end, you have nothing else to do but just to follow their rules.