I'M NOT DEAD!!
Just to make a point.
Hi everyone, whoever is left from my more active days how are you doing? Is there anyone still on this thing anymore? And where have we all gone. Recently I’ve been doing other things that take up most of my time. As people who have me on Facebook I’m usually there they’ll pretty much understand what’s going on with me if they even looked.
Either way I wanted to say I’m not dead and that I do miss speaking to you guys on a regular basis I feel so out of it now but I have been keeping up with the news of the boys through the main communities but even then they don’t give a lot of interesting information sometimes and even though I still can’t speak Japanese it makes it way harder to figure out everything going on, and unless there is some sort of correct translation I’m pretty much in the dark. Although dramas are easy to watch now I can understand some speaking but reading I’m totally blown away.
Now I’ve noticed on my own journal that I had promised a multi-chap story, I had this planned out and ready to go but then I lost it on my computer, we had a few accidents here and well I lost a large amount of things on my hard drive. :( I am in the works of getting it back to one story again but since I can’t remember how the middle of it went I’m kind of screwed and it’s taking a lot longer to complete than I thought. It’s frustrating and it’s also keeping me from writing anything else. I’ve had so much inspiration lately but I’m blocked because I can’t re-finish this damn story. Also because of this frustration I have not read a single fanfiction since March I believe? Maybe even earlier than that, it’s horrible I know but I have no choice.
Even now as I write this its 2am, for those who don’t know it’s my peak writing/inspiration time, and nothing. I’m totally blank and it’s sad. Really really sad.
I am however excited for the new Hey! Say! JUMP single to be released, it sounds awesome from the few fanclips I’ve listened too and to those who know me, I NEVER listen to fanclips because I can’t stand all the fans screaming during a song it’s like murder to my ears. But I am excited for it, for it also means a PV and a Making-of! Which are always exciting.
I feel I’m getting off topic so I’m going to get back on track, basically I wanted to say something weird that happened to me yesterday. My aunt, who hates me by the way, showed up at my house to visit so basically I made myself scarce but then afterwards it was like 7pm, chilly and almost darkish my younger sister Robbie decided she wanted me to take her on a drive in the county, for those who don’t know Essex county, where I live, is a vast farm land bordering on Lake Erie and the Detroit River in Ontario, it is the most southern part of Canada, anyways about an hour and a half into our drive we ended up getting lost, like seriously, we ended up in this place that I’d only been too once and it was in the opposite direction but luckily we found a high school that my sister had gone to once before for a music competition so we were able to find a McDonalds for directions. The drive thru guy seriously thought I was drunk at the wheel of my crappy car because I was giggling so much as I accepted our order of McNuggets! It was a fun trip we made it home safe an hour later. It turns out that all she wanted to do was go to this place called Colosanti’s which is basically a greenhouse that is now a family fun centre as well, it has arcades as well as tropical plants that don’t grow in this climate, they also have the best donuts in the WORLD! I’m not lying. Trust me on that one. So I’m going to have to take her another day, when it’s sunny and warm out and not dark and chilly that’s just wrong.
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With that said and local celebrity pimped I'm going to bed, I can't make promises as to when I can post anything again but until then enjoy life. I will however respond to every single comment posted here. Just because you bothered to read it.
<3 Stephie <3