Calm at last.
After a week of my New Deal placement, I must admit that the weekend is a welcome sight. It won't kill me, but after months of not working it takes some getting used to. All-in-all though I'm enjoying it and being out of the flat has done wonders for me.
Looking forward so much to Tuesday afternoon. It's my 12 week scan. I can't wait to hear that little heartbeat and see the tiny person growing inside me. I don't think I've ever been so excited about something in my life. I know that it's part of female nature to want to nurture and to mother, but I never thought I would feel this way about it. It's like there has been a part of me missing from birth that has now been filled with this wonderful gift of giving life to my own flesh and blood.
This is what I was meant to do all along.
Looking forward so much to Tuesday afternoon. It's my 12 week scan. I can't wait to hear that little heartbeat and see the tiny person growing inside me. I don't think I've ever been so excited about something in my life. I know that it's part of female nature to want to nurture and to mother, but I never thought I would feel this way about it. It's like there has been a part of me missing from birth that has now been filled with this wonderful gift of giving life to my own flesh and blood.
This is what I was meant to do all along.