It all turns full circle.
I am moving back to Devon.
I've thought long and hard about it, about the pros and cons and why I really want to go back and I think I've come up with a pretty good reason.
1. I want to give my dad another chance to get to know me. There have been so many missunderstandings between us that everything has just been muddled up, and I think it's time for a fresh start.
2. My only living grandparent lives there. I'm sorry to admit that I've neglected her alot in my own selfishness, and sometimes foolishness.
3. I love the place. It's beautiful, and quiet and I think just what I need to get me back on track.
There's a college literally around the corner from where I will be living, and I'll be half an hour away from Exeter, where I can go to University if I please.
I know that last time it didn't work out, but this time I'll be on my own. There won't be any boyfriends, so there will be no excuse for either me or my dad to not spend time together. I just feel that it's something I have to do. If I don't I know I will regret it.
What has moving back to Newcastle done for me? It's been almost a year and I don't have a job, or a place of my own. Admitedly I had a wonderful time when I was with Neil, he'll always have a special place in my heart, and he will always be one of my closest friends, but now our relationship is over - I've accepted that, and I don't seem to have anything to keep me here.
Of course I love my friends, Michael and Britt, you are always welcome to come and visit whenever you want! I'm sure though that both of you understand why I need to do this. Well, at least Britt. ^_^
I've thought long and hard about it, about the pros and cons and why I really want to go back and I think I've come up with a pretty good reason.
1. I want to give my dad another chance to get to know me. There have been so many missunderstandings between us that everything has just been muddled up, and I think it's time for a fresh start.
2. My only living grandparent lives there. I'm sorry to admit that I've neglected her alot in my own selfishness, and sometimes foolishness.
3. I love the place. It's beautiful, and quiet and I think just what I need to get me back on track.
There's a college literally around the corner from where I will be living, and I'll be half an hour away from Exeter, where I can go to University if I please.
I know that last time it didn't work out, but this time I'll be on my own. There won't be any boyfriends, so there will be no excuse for either me or my dad to not spend time together. I just feel that it's something I have to do. If I don't I know I will regret it.
What has moving back to Newcastle done for me? It's been almost a year and I don't have a job, or a place of my own. Admitedly I had a wonderful time when I was with Neil, he'll always have a special place in my heart, and he will always be one of my closest friends, but now our relationship is over - I've accepted that, and I don't seem to have anything to keep me here.
Of course I love my friends, Michael and Britt, you are always welcome to come and visit whenever you want! I'm sure though that both of you understand why I need to do this. Well, at least Britt. ^_^