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as much as I love my friends, I hate feeling like I'm only their shadow. Or at least... I dunno.
Tonight I went to the mall with MR after spending most of the afternoon with him (for the Holi festival on campus) and I know that he's got good intentions and is trying to get me more social and to have someone he knows from library school incorporated into his HSC group, but I feel like sometimes I just become his shadow. Yes, he's the dominant personality between the two of us, but the fucking barista didn't acknowledge that I existed tonight until MR effing pointed at me acknowledging that we were going to get something together. Or that I existed. ::sigh::
Tonight I went to the mall with MR after spending most of the afternoon with him (for the Holi festival on campus) and I know that he's got good intentions and is trying to get me more social and to have someone he knows from library school incorporated into his HSC group, but I feel like sometimes I just become his shadow. Yes, he's the dominant personality between the two of us, but the fucking barista didn't acknowledge that I existed tonight until MR effing pointed at me acknowledging that we were going to get something together. Or that I existed. ::sigh::