Housing Issues
So I spoke to Mario, who is the director and I´m moving out of my housemom´s piso and into Jen and Lauren´s house. I´m glad that I don´t need to stress it anymore but I still feel like I´m doing a bad thing. My housemom is not a bad person but she is making my life difficult and I should not pay money and travel thousands of miles to have someone make me feel like shit. So here are the conclusions...
My situation according to Desiree... Living with your housemom is like having a hole in your $5000 shirt, you may feel bad but you know you would return it.
I love it. She managed to take what has been the biggest emotional torment of my trip and broken it down to the simplest term possible.
So I need to go to the apartment now and pack. Honestly, I´m terrified to face her. I know that I´m being stupid but my conscience is really weighing on me. Also can you imagine, I need to walk in there and this woman knows that I´m ditching her and I need to pack my things. I´m probably going to be an emotional mess. I hope that Mario already told her so that I can avoid being the first to break it to her. I´m not completely ball-less (is that a word) and I will tell her goodbye but I don´t want to confront her or anything.
So now I will gather my strength and trudge home to pack. Hopefully tonight I will sleep better knowing that the person I live with does not think I´m going to hell. Yea...that´ll be nice.
Wish me luck...
My situation according to Desiree... Living with your housemom is like having a hole in your $5000 shirt, you may feel bad but you know you would return it.
I love it. She managed to take what has been the biggest emotional torment of my trip and broken it down to the simplest term possible.
So I need to go to the apartment now and pack. Honestly, I´m terrified to face her. I know that I´m being stupid but my conscience is really weighing on me. Also can you imagine, I need to walk in there and this woman knows that I´m ditching her and I need to pack my things. I´m probably going to be an emotional mess. I hope that Mario already told her so that I can avoid being the first to break it to her. I´m not completely ball-less (is that a word) and I will tell her goodbye but I don´t want to confront her or anything.
So now I will gather my strength and trudge home to pack. Hopefully tonight I will sleep better knowing that the person I live with does not think I´m going to hell. Yea...that´ll be nice.
Wish me luck...