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sometimes you can't stand the thought.
the thought of another woman's hands touching his body
the thought of another woman's lips against his skin, his lips. no matter how long ago it was.
even if she means nothing to him now.
the thoughts still come racing through, unexpected, like a shot in the dark.
it still comes no matter how fatuous it may be even when you think of everything
every possible instance of this life as you know it
and you think in circles and retrace your steps and remain in the same spot all while still moving forward
forward and forward until you are left backtracking
this is how i feel today,now, forever and always
yesterday
this is my question:
How can I feel all this while at the same time feel nothing at all?
the thought of another woman's hands touching his body
the thought of another woman's lips against his skin, his lips. no matter how long ago it was.
even if she means nothing to him now.
the thoughts still come racing through, unexpected, like a shot in the dark.
it still comes no matter how fatuous it may be even when you think of everything
every possible instance of this life as you know it
and you think in circles and retrace your steps and remain in the same spot all while still moving forward
forward and forward until you are left backtracking
this is how i feel today,now, forever and always
yesterday
this is my question:
How can I feel all this while at the same time feel nothing at all?