can you feel the rain?

[suspiciousmind]

oh god. Just as everything was going fine and well, I got the message and the message was hell. I swear. The city lights to which I drove, were so bright; then I let go, let go. I could feel it getting down to the wire. That is why I am so glad I have you all. That is why news like this doesn't shatter me. That is why news like this doesn't matter to me. That is why I call you. And you call me and I Love you I really do. Like some fucking Phil Spector song; I love you all.

Road trips are of the essence and the essence is with the ones I keep close. Shit can you sense that I care and am sappy and possibly drunk right now? Shit. Shit.