Recovery or something like it.
I feel so overwhelmed it physically hurts.
If its not work, its school If its not school...its work and school in the same day.
Its 7:00 am every morning after staying up drinking until 3 am the night before.
Its 100+ pages to read for class in the morning. It is a 76% on an exam that I thought I was going to ace.
Its loads of laundry to be done, its the broken toilet and my shower's inability to produce cold water...only scalding hot, devastatingly hot water. Its that theres never enough money.
Or that my family's miles away.
Its wanting the things and people that are intangible so so much.
All of this is so hard to cope with and I'm trying so hard to stay on top of it and make the best of everything that comes and goes.