hypocritical
yeah, christian if i explained what i meant by that to you, i think you would totally agree. arghh. some fucking people make me so mad. i need to start going back to church more often. i need to stop going out so much. all of these things i realize and yet i still don't do them. retard. today i am going to the beach with corey, cool. all of the stupid various lies i have to tell through out my daily life really are taking a tole on me and i don't want to do it but at the same time it is so worth it. so i will continue to do it. retard.