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Why is my ex able to make me feel like this?? I don't understand it. She brings out these feelings inside of me.
Love, hate, contempt, sadness, hurt, longing, missing....
What am I supposed to do about it? I'd be able to tell her to fuck off and go to hell if I really wanted to, but I don't. Yet I am afraid of her. I'm afraid of what she makes me feel.
Maybe it is just me, but I don't know what the hell to do about it. I feel what I feel. Sometimes I just want to scream at her, other times I just want her to hold me so I can feel loved by somebody. I don't know anymore....
Love, hate, contempt, sadness, hurt, longing, missing....
What am I supposed to do about it? I'd be able to tell her to fuck off and go to hell if I really wanted to, but I don't. Yet I am afraid of her. I'm afraid of what she makes me feel.
Maybe it is just me, but I don't know what the hell to do about it. I feel what I feel. Sometimes I just want to scream at her, other times I just want her to hold me so I can feel loved by somebody. I don't know anymore....