I'm as harsh and changing as the sea
ok. now I've calmed down again and I'm thinking, "maybe I could be friends with butt-scar man" (actually I'm thinking his name.. but leaving it out to protect the innocent, and by that I mean guilty)
I Think I just really want him to be a good person because I did not get any vibes off him otherwise, and I take great pride in being able to trust my gut. I want to know I can still trust my gut.
I would still feel safe around him. maybe that's the extent to which my gut will talk to me. He would not try to physically hurt me. And I think he does feel bad about his actions.
or do I just wish he did?
I Think I just really want him to be a good person because I did not get any vibes off him otherwise, and I take great pride in being able to trust my gut. I want to know I can still trust my gut.
I would still feel safe around him. maybe that's the extent to which my gut will talk to me. He would not try to physically hurt me. And I think he does feel bad about his actions.
or do I just wish he did?