ill take this ink from my arms and write your name in the sky...
omg XP i havent been on in so long...my rents put a password up so i cant even get on the computer to play solitaire...and all because of...well idk why...the so called 'nigger-hater' isnt so bad...shes actually pretty nice...but ive also been kissing up since day 1...ehh i think i need to go finsish shopping...that would be good...i only have enough new clothes to last til wed....so i guess ill have to start putting outfits together from clothes from like 8th grade...completly revamped for a new yr...im gonna wear my irish boys tee tomorrow...and maybe ill talk to that new guy...the blonde one that was on crutchs the 1st n 2nd day...that guy is effin hot...i dont think he has b-lunch b/c if he did i would be talkin to him...maybe c??? or a??? lol brittany (philips) has a lunch w/ all the fish! i feel bad for her but then i can laff b/c hey it aint me!...chemistry is kickin my ass...im supposed to have a topic but idk...so yall help and give me topics...its not that bad b/c im workin w/ this jordan guy...it was wed. and carter was like blah blah blah and i heard the word project and optional partner...well jordan looked pretty smart so i wrote him a note and i was like dadadadada...wanna be my partner....hes really nice and he helped me w/ my density hw so i guess im set! maybe preap chem. wont be so bad...(i hope i didnt jinx it...)but yeah...i took my first ap history quiz...i made a 60 so i was feelin not so good about that...but ill get over it...i talked to one of my makeout buddies on tuesday he drove by me and then backed up...and it was all my moms fault i happned b/c i was in the bookroom and she came and left me and when i called her she said she would pick me up at 5...he was like so how are you and im like fine & then he was like so what grade are you in now and i was like im a sophomore...and he was all like barely...i was like duh...you do remember my 15th bday dont you...(but i meant i had just barely turned 15 making me only a freshmen) & then he like smiled and i got in his car and like we talked for a really long time and then we kissed and then we made out and then...well he wanted to finger me but i was like no my mom will be here soon(and in his mind you finger ppl w/ like 4 fingers)...so he let me go...and he was like maybe we can have a repeat of your big 1-5...& like i felt my face get soo hott...i tried to blame it on him...i said he took advantage of me...and he said we were just horny...i mean i swear he is the cutest mr.blonde-and-blue-american-eagle-&-hollister type of guy but still i wasnt gonna let him finger me b/c then he would have been like do you wanna?? and i would have been tempted-(lol not really)...idk...i like him as a friend...and then as somebody to mess around w/...but not as somebody to 'experience' my first time w/...wow...thats the first time ive even thot about that all summer...and i guess yall kno now but w/e and ill NEVER tell his name b/c yall would be like OMG! doesnt he have a g/f and it would be like a complete and total scandel!!! but he is a sr. and thats all i will say...
okay...now i dont feel like such a bad girl since ive 'confessed'...you know what...im gonna start my year off right...that is the last guy im messing around w/ until im a jr...no more boys...im just gonna do my work, go to class, and stop ho-in it up...(ugh this is gonna be so hard...as long as boys have blue eyes im so screwed)
i got the silence in black and white(by hawthorne heights-they made that song ohio is for lovers and niki fm) on the sunday b4 we started school...its pretty good...any guy that can scream like that is part of a pretty kickass group...