maybe one day...
well, i guess things have been looking up in comparison. my internship is still meh. i guess the unpaid part is definitely weighing on my patience. even minimum wage would be nice. i'm applying to subway, lol, but at least i would get some yum for my tum! the exhibit for minnetrista is pretty exciting, but my projects just don't seem to be enough to keep me busy for two months. i am going to an internship fair jan 25th at IU, so I will hopefully find a paid one in the near future! hopefully in the indy area, and i'll live with my sister for a while. my dad (and mom) are getting on my last nerve. but I guess that is to be expected.
i just really didn't mean to fuck my car up. it only had 50,000 miles and would have lasted me many, many more years. the green car is basically mine, but it's a 1999 grand prix... with over 100,000 miles on it. basically means i soon will be looking at a car payment, eek! i was hoping to save some $$ and buy a house. just as an investment, bc paying rent is such a waste. i guess shit happens. my insurance agent is supposed to call later this week with the appraisal info and estimate. so, i still have my fingers crossed that my cherry will be salvagable. brett looked up air bag prices, and they were like 800 bucks rather than the 4,000 the tow truck guy figured. meh.
anyway, just trying to keep myself optimistic about my life. i have so much i want to do and see. sometimes it feels like i'm wasting time and money and my life away. i really want to travel and see the world, but that is so far off it's depressing. i guess, i need a job and income... then i'll get my credit cards paid off and start saving for my rainy day fund. because boy, when it rains... it pours. i could really use a vacation, ha! well, i'm off to shower and get under my covers.
i just really didn't mean to fuck my car up. it only had 50,000 miles and would have lasted me many, many more years. the green car is basically mine, but it's a 1999 grand prix... with over 100,000 miles on it. basically means i soon will be looking at a car payment, eek! i was hoping to save some $$ and buy a house. just as an investment, bc paying rent is such a waste. i guess shit happens. my insurance agent is supposed to call later this week with the appraisal info and estimate. so, i still have my fingers crossed that my cherry will be salvagable. brett looked up air bag prices, and they were like 800 bucks rather than the 4,000 the tow truck guy figured. meh.
anyway, just trying to keep myself optimistic about my life. i have so much i want to do and see. sometimes it feels like i'm wasting time and money and my life away. i really want to travel and see the world, but that is so far off it's depressing. i guess, i need a job and income... then i'll get my credit cards paid off and start saving for my rainy day fund. because boy, when it rains... it pours. i could really use a vacation, ha! well, i'm off to shower and get under my covers.