Oct 07, 2004 17:28
WOW TODAY WAS A SHITTY DAY. REALLY SHITTY... WELL IT WAS GOOD AT FIRST BUT THEN I CAME TO WORK. I FEEL LIKE CRYING... I THINK ITS CUZ I STARTED MY PERIOD.. WELL ANYWAY.. THE PAST WEEK HAS BEEN HECTIC FOR ME. I KEEP ON FORGETTING TO TAKE MY DIET PILLS. BUT YESTERDAY AND TODAY I REMEMBERED. I NEED TO START TAKING THEM MORE OFTEN.. I'M SUPPOSE TO TAKE THEM THREE TIMES A DAY. THE PILL MAKES ME NOT HUNGRY BUT ALSO SPEEDS UP UR METABOLISM SO U WANNA USE THE BATHROOM ALOT... LOL... U HAVE TO DRINK A LOT OF WATER TOO CUZ UR USING THE BATHROOM AT LOT THAT U CAN BECOME DEHYDRATED. I'M AT WORK RIGHT NOW DRINKING WATER. I'M THINKING THAT I SHOULD QUIT THIS JOB.. I DON'T FEEL LIKED AT ALL. PLUS I THINK MY BOSS THINKS I'VE BEEN STEALING... I DUNNO.. I THINK I'M JUST PARANOID AND ON MY PERIOD. I JUST WANNA CRY... ... I HAVEN'T TOLD RICKY ABOUT MY BOSS THINKING THAT I STEAL.. I DUNNO.. SHOULD I TELL HIM..? I WANNA TELL HIM I JUST LIKE FORGET SOMETIMES TO TELL HIM.. I'VE FELT LIKE THIS SINCE LAST WEEK. ANYWAY... MY CAT RANAWAY LAST NIGHT BUT EARLY THIS MORNING (LIKE 1:30 AM EARLY) I DECIDED TO GET OUT OF BED AND LOOK FOR MY CAT. I OPENED MY BACK DOOR AND THERE SHE WAS. U KNOW HOW CATS GET WHEN THEY GET SCARED OR ANGRY, THEIR HAIR STANDS UP.. WELL THAT'S HOW SHE WAS. I PICKED HER UP AND HER ITTY-BITTY PAWS WERE COLD... SHE WAS FREEZING. HER COLLAR WAS MISSING TOO... DAMN THAT CAT. SHE LOSES ALL HER SHIT THAT COULD SAVE HER LIFE.. LIKE RAIBIS TAG AND HER NAME TAG.. OR THE TAG WITH OUR ADDRESS... I SHOULD LEAVE HER OUTSIDE AND HAVE SOMEONE TAKE HER TO THE POUND. AND SINCE SHE SO STUPID THEY HAVE TO PUT HER DOWN! STUPID SKANK. I NEED TO GET HER A NEW COLLAR. SHE HAD A COLLAR WITH A BELL ON IT CUZ SHE'S PSYCHO.. SHE WILL DO A SNEAK ATTACK ON U AND BEAT U UP... LOL... YEA... I'VE BEEN BEATEN UP BY HER ONCE, WHEN I GAVE HER A BATH... SATAN CAT. SHE'S ALL BLACK TOO. BUT SHE'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CAT I'VE EVER SEEN. HER NAME IS BETTY BOOP AND SHE IS SPOILED. I LOVE HER.. BUT SHE IS SO STUPID.. I AM NOT JOKING.. SHE IS A STUPID CAT... I REMEMBER THIS ONE TIME WHEN I WAS OUTSIDE WITH RICKY AND MIKE B. AND MY LITTLE BROTHER, JAMES, CAME OUT. I DIDN'T WANT HIM THERE SO I TOLD HIM TO GO. HE GOT SO ANGRY WITH ME THAT WHEN HE WENT INSIDE HE THREW SOMETHING BLACK AT THE DOOR (THE DOOR IS GLASS). HE HIT IT HARD TOO. I WENT INSIDE AND I REALIZED THAT HE HAD THROWN THE CAT AT THE DOOR. THE CAT IS SO STUPID THAT SHE GOT UP AND WALKED AWAY LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED... I LOVE MY STUPID CAT...