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alright i should update on shitz thatz been happenin!
ok june 23rd was my lil bro's b-day (james, it was also brandon's bday-ricky's brother) but anyway. dylan's finger is broken so he couldn't come to fantasy lake w/ us to celebrate. so brandon and ricky stayed w/ him (ricky really want to celebrate brandon's bday w/ him, but come to find out brandon didn't wake up till 4.30 pm, about the time we got back from fantasy lake, hahaha). so it was me, kelli, james, zack (ricky's youngest bro), and my moma. we had a blast!
but the next day i had heat exhautsion, er however u spell it. i had been in the sun for 6 hours! woo... i had to drink salty water. nasty salty water. i wouldn't have had a problem drinking it if it had more salt... but no... a quart of water (that's a lot) and half a tbl spoon of salt. it's like not adding enough coolade mix in the water.... just nasty! i also got burnt really badly. on my face my shoulders and part of my legs. it's all good though... so yea!
um... i keep on getting in fights w/ my dad. i finally told him last night "i fucking hate u" he took away my car keys and i was happy to give them up. he gave them to me like a half an hour later, but whatever. he made me clean last night. i cleaned my bathroom rug.. took me 2 hours.. i swear i hate him. i'm gonna clean up my room really good and take everything that belongs to me around the house and put it in my room and have nothing to do w/ my family.. the only ppl i care about r james and my mom... sometimes my sister sarah... but, they are just putting a strangle on me. my dad wants a family taht works together and expects it to work out the way he wants it. doesn't even try to see how what everyone expects from everyone else. just what he expects and what he thinks we should expect. fuck that. but whatever. i'll do exactly what he says w/ everything. but i won't talk to my family, i'll be distant w/ them from now on. what a wonderful happy family, just what he wanted.
ok june 23rd was my lil bro's b-day (james, it was also brandon's bday-ricky's brother) but anyway. dylan's finger is broken so he couldn't come to fantasy lake w/ us to celebrate. so brandon and ricky stayed w/ him (ricky really want to celebrate brandon's bday w/ him, but come to find out brandon didn't wake up till 4.30 pm, about the time we got back from fantasy lake, hahaha). so it was me, kelli, james, zack (ricky's youngest bro), and my moma. we had a blast!
but the next day i had heat exhautsion, er however u spell it. i had been in the sun for 6 hours! woo... i had to drink salty water. nasty salty water. i wouldn't have had a problem drinking it if it had more salt... but no... a quart of water (that's a lot) and half a tbl spoon of salt. it's like not adding enough coolade mix in the water.... just nasty! i also got burnt really badly. on my face my shoulders and part of my legs. it's all good though... so yea!
um... i keep on getting in fights w/ my dad. i finally told him last night "i fucking hate u" he took away my car keys and i was happy to give them up. he gave them to me like a half an hour later, but whatever. he made me clean last night. i cleaned my bathroom rug.. took me 2 hours.. i swear i hate him. i'm gonna clean up my room really good and take everything that belongs to me around the house and put it in my room and have nothing to do w/ my family.. the only ppl i care about r james and my mom... sometimes my sister sarah... but, they are just putting a strangle on me. my dad wants a family taht works together and expects it to work out the way he wants it. doesn't even try to see how what everyone expects from everyone else. just what he expects and what he thinks we should expect. fuck that. but whatever. i'll do exactly what he says w/ everything. but i won't talk to my family, i'll be distant w/ them from now on. what a wonderful happy family, just what he wanted.