Jun 17, 2002 21:30
All things must come to an end. And it is time for this controversy to end. With last weeks journal entry Ryan has destroyed the last bit of feeling that I ever had for him. And you know what? It’s OK. From that entry I realized that Ryan hates me and that is also OK. The only feeling I have for him now is pity.
My Mom always told me that every rain cloud has a silver lining. Of course, when this all started I could not see the silver lining, but it has one too. I just could not see it and last week I understood what it was. For that I would like to thank Ryan from the bottom of my heart. He has truly given me the greatest gift, the silver lining of my rain cloud. It is all of YOU ….. my friends.
I use to be on the outside looking in. But when it all stared and I got crushed you took me into your arms and comforted me. Maybe not physically, but with your actions and comments. It feels so good knowing that I’m not alone. Your support has helped me through some difficult time. Thank you so much.
Now it is time to let go of this issue. It is time for everyone to let this issue die. Keep in mind that Ryan is your friend too.