The only thing I have to look forward too nowadays is
my Fencing class on Thursday nights.
I don't see Ashley alot, oh yea, and I forgot about Melissa only because she isn't speaking with me, since she is too busy fucking her BF and leaving me behind. Arrrg, bitch. Nothing is going good for me, as usual. I'm cooped up in my bedroom, getting more depressed. I miss Lauren terribly, and I feel I am doing her no good, or anyone...
Why me?
I need help and a hug.