Depressed
Sometimes I just feel like killing myself. Yea I said it, it hasn't been the first time either. Ever since I got out of Highschool.
Ok, I never tried, I never cut, but I want to. I used to scratch myself, I think only a few people know that. Now anyone does.
I know suicide isn't the answer, but it looks good from where I am...
Maybe I can get away from home, and my RL friends would start caring, since its not like I'll ever meet my online friends.
My dad would actuelly care, I'd like for him to suffer. The asshole deserves it. My mom, I don't know if I can do that to her, or my Grandmas.
It's not about them though, it's me and it's my life, and I can do whatever I want with it since "Im legally a adult now" so everyone says. Yea right, tell that to the people I live with...
fuck it.
Ok, I never tried, I never cut, but I want to. I used to scratch myself, I think only a few people know that. Now anyone does.
I know suicide isn't the answer, but it looks good from where I am...
Maybe I can get away from home, and my RL friends would start caring, since its not like I'll ever meet my online friends.
My dad would actuelly care, I'd like for him to suffer. The asshole deserves it. My mom, I don't know if I can do that to her, or my Grandmas.
It's not about them though, it's me and it's my life, and I can do whatever I want with it since "Im legally a adult now" so everyone says. Yea right, tell that to the people I live with...
fuck it.