The End
Every time I think I want to update I find myself speechless and a little leary of letting my fingers touch the keys.
Am I finally to the point where I don't want the entire world to be able to read my deepest, darkest thoughts?
I called Bill last night and the night before. The first time I called him on my way home from dropping off Dustin, after a long conversation about cheating and jealousy.
I think I really only want to be friends with him. There are very few men that I've seriously dated who are not current friends of mine.
And last night I called because I was at the bar by his house and thought he might want to come over. Keith was leaving and I would be alone.
Keith is an ex.
Anyway, he didn't call back and I'm dealing with that....
We're not going to be friends.
But I love Dustin. Things are going so well.
And I should just be happy with that. We can't always have it all.
Am I finally to the point where I don't want the entire world to be able to read my deepest, darkest thoughts?
I called Bill last night and the night before. The first time I called him on my way home from dropping off Dustin, after a long conversation about cheating and jealousy.
I think I really only want to be friends with him. There are very few men that I've seriously dated who are not current friends of mine.
And last night I called because I was at the bar by his house and thought he might want to come over. Keith was leaving and I would be alone.
Keith is an ex.
Anyway, he didn't call back and I'm dealing with that....
We're not going to be friends.
But I love Dustin. Things are going so well.
And I should just be happy with that. We can't always have it all.