if youre a dog then im a bitch

[sushichick]

i have been having such a great time since ive moved here even though i hardly see my roomie i still heart it just the same. yay for being happy again. hung out with josh last night. im so excited for everything thats going on with him and this engine burns. i know they are having bad times but they are such a good band that i know it will work out for them in the end. reality tv is so good. hahaha. i love hanging out with josh, he is one of the few guys i know that dont hit on me. we had this talk about how great it'll be when im in love. he makes me excited about it. i dont know why ive been having all these conversations about stuff like that. arron asked me if i wanted to find "the one" right now. i answered no. he asked me why and i didnt have a good answer, just said i was too young. "but if he were the one you wouldnt be concerned about meetiing anyone else." he said. which is totally true and i never really looked at it like that. but i know its not something i can make happen so for now ill just do my thing and stop worrying about ending up a lonely old woman. what the fuck am i worrying for anyway, IM ONLY TWENTY!
i thought of a good tattoo idea. i think im going to start saving up for it startiing next pay check.
lately we've been having so many people over i feel like a house wife. i really like it. i just have to learn how to cook now. dean is like a a new roommate it seems. i dont mind it so much. he makes me laugh.him and i talked a little about john last night and it made me sad. that guy was awesome. today in traffic i began to think about all my goodtimes with fellas and i think i miss john and mark the most. so casual. i miss that.