Nov 07, 2008 16:53
Its happening right now. The world (such occurring events of hopefulness) as well as personal matters are clear. To feel in moments of change.
I just seem to be in a calm state and sometimes I think I find things to complain about. I wonder why. Whats my void. but on the other hand its almost like the void is that there is no void. but maybe just clarity.
A clarity that comes along with a side of hope. Almost as if things just seem to slide off, negativity not affecting me, not even grazing my core.
I've been in a really calm state due to to many reasons and even though I may not get what I want sometimes. It seem to get a whole lot of what I need. In a real sense Im lucky. maybe Im taking baby steps to actually being happy, not feeling .... but being.