grrrrrr
sometimes i wish people would stop having their hang ups, and just have fun but no playing the victim just seems to be an easier way out because if you guilt people into feeling bad for you, they will stay.
im just sick of this mellow drama. i rember when i had a life in which drama was not so apparent. im just really frustrated in a situation in which i have to deal. theres an easy solution i could cut my ties, free my mind, walk away.
their is so much more in my life that stresses me out i just dont feel i need it from someone i call my friend because they cant let go of the person they were 12 years ago.
i guess i dont understand because im always looking ahead and glance back occasionally as a reminder to how far im come and what ive learned. sometimes wishing to be somewhere you once were and not letting go of that is simply mourning yourself and preventing your self growth. if this is done youll never find out who you are and thats a shame. yes do i miss things about my past of course but if i focus on that ill miss out on whats ahead. fuck the so called "glory days" life is what you make it. if you want to be miserable and focus on everyone doing something to you then you'll be miserable. happiness is a choice. you choose to be happy by simply letting the good stuff out weigh the rest.
i just want more fun , good quality spent time, instead of this.
im just sick of this mellow drama. i rember when i had a life in which drama was not so apparent. im just really frustrated in a situation in which i have to deal. theres an easy solution i could cut my ties, free my mind, walk away.
their is so much more in my life that stresses me out i just dont feel i need it from someone i call my friend because they cant let go of the person they were 12 years ago.
i guess i dont understand because im always looking ahead and glance back occasionally as a reminder to how far im come and what ive learned. sometimes wishing to be somewhere you once were and not letting go of that is simply mourning yourself and preventing your self growth. if this is done youll never find out who you are and thats a shame. yes do i miss things about my past of course but if i focus on that ill miss out on whats ahead. fuck the so called "glory days" life is what you make it. if you want to be miserable and focus on everyone doing something to you then you'll be miserable. happiness is a choice. you choose to be happy by simply letting the good stuff out weigh the rest.
i just want more fun , good quality spent time, instead of this.