Jun 18, 2007 00:23
I CRY EVERDAY!!!
kyle is leaving on wednesday for atl. i cant believe this time has finally come. it just gets harder everyday i have to part from him. i don't know what im going to do the last time i see him before he leaves. this is affecting me way harder than i ever thought. i hate it. i absoulty HATE it. he makes me so happy and is just the best friend i could ever ask for. i know we will see each other, but its not the same. what if he changes, and i do too. what if we dont like each other anymore. what if we dont LOVE each other anymore. i have never loved anyone on the level i love him. i dont care if im young and if people think im just caught up. i love kyle and im proud to say it. i hope everything works out for the best of us. i dont think god brought us together to just be seperated like this. i know he has more for us and thats the hope im looking for. and our love.