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I had the stupidest fight with Jon last night, after I went to a wedding of friends of his. I spent nearly the entire evening with Atena while he spent time outside with his friends, and then, adding insult to injury, he wouldn't get over himself and dance with me. So we fought, he took me home (to Toronto, Not The Plan), and I told him that this was the sort of petty, pedestrian, time wasting bullshit that justifies avoiding relationships. Why should I waste my evening annoyed that he's left me all evening, and then waste an hour arguing with him about it? This is boring, bland shit that detracts from other things I could and should be doing, and causes me stress I don't really need.
I am panicked, and right now I just want to get out. I'm angriest at myself for letting it get to this level, and sorry that I engaged in this stupidest of fights.
I am panicked, and right now I just want to get out. I'm angriest at myself for letting it get to this level, and sorry that I engaged in this stupidest of fights.