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I am.... ambivalent at best about winter break. I just don't know how I should feel. i'm excited to be away from responsibility for a while, but at the same time I'll have no car, no job, and no definite plans which makes me weary and a little sad. On top of that, there's no guarantee I'll see anyone I care about with any regularity, which makes me feel lonely just thinking about it. I guess the bus isn't a horrible alternative, but it doesn't run all night and doesn't really go where I go at the time I'd want to go. *sigh* I decided I'm going to tell Dan that I like him before break, but next week is finals and I'm so scared to do it... and I'm only guaranteed to see him one day next week so that's my deadline. I just don't want to lose him or scare him away or anything like that, and that's the general feeling I get whenever I'm working up the nerve to do it. Other than that, I just wanna hang out and enjoy the break while I can... I guess that's it for now