fuck-n-a!

Mar 23, 2008 14:45

 what the fuck is going on in this world..
I hook up with putas, I'm not related to them!!
im put in the mix and idk what to do. i feel like she's my father! WTF!!
ehhhh...its not that big of a deal.
i just dont like to be around her or even talk to her.
she's a lair, cheater,PUTA,and everything i dont want to associate with.
normaly i dont associate myself with people i dont like, but in this case I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE.
AGH!!!
i'm so annoyed...have been.
and to top things off, i have to go to New Mexico for all of spring break.
[long sigh]
i'm not talking shit. its the truth!
and i wish i would never have to say this cuz i LOVE this girl dearly.
she gave me birth for crying out loud.

here's the thing though...for all of her 34 years of living SHE'S always been the one cheated on...
and there's no doubt in my mind my mom can pull whoever she wants!
but why does it bug me?
i just dont want my mom to be looked at as a puta, cuz she's far from it..
control freak, YES...driven, YES...loving and thoughtfull, YES...a puta, FUCK NO!

there's no way be block it out...i see her and my stomach hurts and i dont want to have that feeling with my mother! WTF

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

i'm keshia.
ive gone through it all.
i'll live with it
and suck it up 
like a champ
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