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“You look …really cute when smiling” Changmin suddenly commented.
“Really?” he shyly responded.
Changmin sweetly smiled at the boy “What is your name? And I still don’t know how you knew my name”
Junsu froze. How am I supposed to tell you that we’d met before but you just simply forgot me? “It’s … it’s…Junsu” his voice cracked.
This name… “Junsu ah, you are wet. Do you want to take a shower?” he offered.
“Sure” Still my name reminded nothing?
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“You can wear my clothes if you don’t mind” Changmin offered as he knocked the bathroom’s door.
“Thanks” he voiced, taking the clothes from the chink in the door.
A minute later, Junsu stepped out in Changmin’s clothes. The t-shirt was fairly big for him while the short was a bit tight and he knows why.
Changmin was giggling, looked away. As he saw the other raised his eyes in questioning, he explained, “You… have a girl’s body shape”
What??? No, that's not true... If it was because of the short then ...
Seeing Junsu’s awkward expression, he couldn’t help but bursting out laughing “hey, I was just teasing you, don’t take it too serious”. Gosh, I wasn’t kidding at all…you look so …
Junsu pouted, drawing a red herring across the path by asking, “Do you live by yourself? Where are your parents?”
“They passed away 2 years ago” Changmin informed as he walked to the kitchen “so should I say they are in heaven now?”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to mention…” he helped the other bringing food to the dinning table.
“No, no, it’s fine. I lived with my aunt at first, and then I moved out. She still sponsors my tuition fees but I am working at the shop to earn my living expenses.”
He is young yet so independent. How could he handle everything? He gave Changmin an admiring look and silently gasped “Wow”.
Changmin’s cooking wasn’t bad for a guy Junsu thought, despite the fact that Junsu couldn’t cook anything except for instant noodle with eggs.
“Why did you cry?” suddenly he asked, “Sorry, you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, I just… want to share” he added.
“My father …”
“What’s with him?”
“I hate him for the fact that he ruins my life. I thought he had disappeared already but then all of sudden; he comes back”.
“Does it make you feel better if he disappears again?”
“… at least it will be better for my mom”
“How do you know what she actually wants?”
“He made her crying all the times”
“Sometimes, crying is better than having no emotion at all… crying means your heart still can feel pains, it is not dead. You only cry for something or someone that you care, right?”
“…”
“Wish I could cry…”
“Changmin ah...”
“Let me tell you something, appreciate what you have, everyone deserves a second chance”
“He doesn’t deserve it”
“Now, you still can love or hate your parents…but if one day they disappear… forever, nothing in the world has changed except for their existence… that empty feeling… everything of them is still there but they are no where to be found…you can’t imagine how terrified it will be. So think carefully before you decide… I don’t want regret eating your guts like I suffered years ago”
Regret?
He stroked his hair messily “Lets tidy up. You need a good sleep…”
Changmin offered Junsu to sleep on the bed while he could serve himself on the sofa. After many times rejected but failed, Junsu finally stretched himself on Changmin’s bed. He felt so special for he could feel him everywhere. Too many things happened today. With Changmin, everything turned bright and he had the courage to face the problems. However, when the room turned dark and quiet again, his memory came back like a persistent nightmare. Every time he closed his eyes, the image of his mom lying on blood would appear which stabbed his heart with the insufferable pains. Thus he cried in fright, as silently as he could for he didn’t want to bother Changmin. What am I gonna do? Mom is waiting for me at home… is he there with her?
He felt a hand pressing on his waist.
“I knew you will be like this” he sighed “I shouldn’t have left you alone”
Junsu turned around and leaned his face on Changmin’s chest. He was now in Changmin’s arms again, secure and warm. Changmin softly wiped his tears off and pressed kisses on his wet eyes.
“You are such a crying baby”
“But you don’t hate me?”
“I never hate you”
“Do you ever miss me?”
“Yes, I do, a lot indeed”
“Does that mean you like me?”
“No… I don’t think I like you”
“…”
Smirking, Changmin bended down to find the familiar lips, they attached each other naturally. This was the taste he craved for. He missed it so much. Dropping several small kisses before he eagerly savored the rosy lips, the other welcomed him by curving his back so that their bodies were fully contacted. The touch of their tongues made them both shivered in excitement, they explored each other curiously. The warmth from Changmin made everything in his head blurred in ecstasy. Junsu moaned when feeling a hand running inside his top then sliding up and down, fondling every inch of his bare skin. “Cha…Changmin ah!!! Arhh…. Isn’t it ...too… ahh… fast???” Changmin stopped him from asking by pressing even harder kisses while using his other free hand to caress his jaw line. Their lips parted only for him to start attacking the exposed skin on Junsu’s neck. The fair skin, as soft as silk, as sweet as honey how he loved. The sounds of passionate kisses could be heard in the quiet room, which pumped more excitement. He left handsome marks on the other’s collarbone, which made him impossible to hide the groans. Hungrily taking every ecstatic drop, Changmin whispered softly into his ear…
“I LOVE YOU”
~to be continued~
A/N: *blushes* OMG, i cant believe i wrote that part T___T *craving for my non-existing-innocence* I know its not good *bows*
Thanks so much for your comments and supporting from the first part. And hope the second part didnt disappoint you >__< i tried my best alr. Only one last part to go. Sorry for any mistake. Please tell me what you think XD Comments are definitely LOVE...