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I must be the most irritatingly irrational person ever. Tut tut I can never make my mind up. Aaah well he's a big boy, he'll live.
Nights in the house alone are driving me crazzzayyy, but having commitments on what seems to be five nights out of seven is also killing me. Ho-hummm nothing's ever good enough! Haha.
I kinda miss my family but then as soon as I visit them I just wanna leave ... they're all good eggs but fuck they're hard people to live with.
I really am just rambling on ... I find at the moment I have no train of thought to speak of. So distracted, so very distracted. I'm also never satisfied with what I eat. No matter how full I am there's something, just one thing that I want to still eat but I can't name it. I just can't seem to find middleground with anything at the moment! Hummm I sound like I'm whinging, but I really am extremely happy with my life right now. Just fingers crossed I don't have to leave here in a month. I don't wanna find a new place, and have to live by myself. I wanna live with someone. Just coming home to someone is such a lovely feeling. Oh listen to me ... ramble, ramble! Haha. Night night, I'm off to wash the dishes. xxx
Nights in the house alone are driving me crazzzayyy, but having commitments on what seems to be five nights out of seven is also killing me. Ho-hummm nothing's ever good enough! Haha.
I kinda miss my family but then as soon as I visit them I just wanna leave ... they're all good eggs but fuck they're hard people to live with.
I really am just rambling on ... I find at the moment I have no train of thought to speak of. So distracted, so very distracted. I'm also never satisfied with what I eat. No matter how full I am there's something, just one thing that I want to still eat but I can't name it. I just can't seem to find middleground with anything at the moment! Hummm I sound like I'm whinging, but I really am extremely happy with my life right now. Just fingers crossed I don't have to leave here in a month. I don't wanna find a new place, and have to live by myself. I wanna live with someone. Just coming home to someone is such a lovely feeling. Oh listen to me ... ramble, ramble! Haha. Night night, I'm off to wash the dishes. xxx