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"trust me." and like a fool, i did.
people tell me that i'm a little too kind for my own good. that i'll give too much of myself away without a thought or care in the world if someone asks me to or i think it might end well. i trusted him and he made me cry. it's terribly unfair that anyone, let alone a boy i've known for such a short while, can make me cry.
at least i'll keep my promise. i still think well of him. i'm just not as fond of his actions.
on a side note, i can't believe i danced so much last night with other people. usually i only dance with three people. i think they recognized i was upset or trying to dance myself into a better mood, though, so i had many more offers. austin even danced with me and he's picky. ...and also known for being a bit of an ass. but i adore that. he makes me laugh during classes and i know not to take him seriously. i danced with a boy named tayor, and i've been invited to go to church with him and some friends before dance next week. it might be interesting. i'm not sure. i took someone's number, became more friendly with another person who is openly a bit of a jerk (one of those few you can be fond of), and even felt flattered at a few points throughout the night.
i miss that boy, but things will be ok. they always are eventually.
love always,
me.
people tell me that i'm a little too kind for my own good. that i'll give too much of myself away without a thought or care in the world if someone asks me to or i think it might end well. i trusted him and he made me cry. it's terribly unfair that anyone, let alone a boy i've known for such a short while, can make me cry.
at least i'll keep my promise. i still think well of him. i'm just not as fond of his actions.
on a side note, i can't believe i danced so much last night with other people. usually i only dance with three people. i think they recognized i was upset or trying to dance myself into a better mood, though, so i had many more offers. austin even danced with me and he's picky. ...and also known for being a bit of an ass. but i adore that. he makes me laugh during classes and i know not to take him seriously. i danced with a boy named tayor, and i've been invited to go to church with him and some friends before dance next week. it might be interesting. i'm not sure. i took someone's number, became more friendly with another person who is openly a bit of a jerk (one of those few you can be fond of), and even felt flattered at a few points throughout the night.
i miss that boy, but things will be ok. they always are eventually.
love always,
me.