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You know I have not posted in awhile and have all kind thoughts, dreams or fantasies about what my life should be or could be. Sometimes I catch myself thinking about living in Hawaii with my family, working outside in the sun and working at an art gallery, slower life but with some of my favorite things around me, food-restaurants, live music, convertible cars, art, watching my girls grow up. Next I think about moving to Texas with Mike and the girls for Mike's career. I also dream about moving to Mexico probably somewhere on the Pacific Ocean side. Sometimes I just want to run away I guess.
I like my car and its been a nice treat for me from Mike but I really do miss my SUV...I guess I am greedy. Or a creature of habit.
I want to do the following things --take hot yoga, voice over lessons, attend a writers workshop, travel more with my girls, visit Powells Books in Portland, spa day and massage, have a photo album done of myself and my children, alter ego photo shoot, learn how to really speak French-no just little words, maybe even go back to school so I can finally get my law degree--online law school is not acreditied in this state yet, but soon to be I hope. I think that I would like to become amongst other things...a lawyer for women specifically women business owners.
I don't have one of my random lists today...haven't kept one lately, er since the last one.
I start the second half of my training tomorrow and I really like the material but the trainer well she is another story. Extremly controlling and really a hurtful sort. Hard to believe that awful people get promoted, certainly doesn't lend to achieving respect from those who they train..huh.
Watching and lisening to Dr. Charles Stanley. He is quite a devoted Minister. I listen to him each morning on my way to work. I also try to listen to Joel Osteen he really provides inspiration to me. Especially since I feel I am still missing my parents. some days are worse than other too. I get tired of not haviing my family near me ...it gets old having to get together with my husbands family. I don't feel like I have the family support and paretns that know all your good qualities and talk about you lovingly around me. Sigh.
Okay well off to the outside to do stuff.
I like my car and its been a nice treat for me from Mike but I really do miss my SUV...I guess I am greedy. Or a creature of habit.
I want to do the following things --take hot yoga, voice over lessons, attend a writers workshop, travel more with my girls, visit Powells Books in Portland, spa day and massage, have a photo album done of myself and my children, alter ego photo shoot, learn how to really speak French-no just little words, maybe even go back to school so I can finally get my law degree--online law school is not acreditied in this state yet, but soon to be I hope. I think that I would like to become amongst other things...a lawyer for women specifically women business owners.
I don't have one of my random lists today...haven't kept one lately, er since the last one.
I start the second half of my training tomorrow and I really like the material but the trainer well she is another story. Extremly controlling and really a hurtful sort. Hard to believe that awful people get promoted, certainly doesn't lend to achieving respect from those who they train..huh.
Watching and lisening to Dr. Charles Stanley. He is quite a devoted Minister. I listen to him each morning on my way to work. I also try to listen to Joel Osteen he really provides inspiration to me. Especially since I feel I am still missing my parents. some days are worse than other too. I get tired of not haviing my family near me ...it gets old having to get together with my husbands family. I don't feel like I have the family support and paretns that know all your good qualities and talk about you lovingly around me. Sigh.
Okay well off to the outside to do stuff.