Aug 12, 2003 19:17
Last night I dreamed I was sleeping (wow how redunant), you slept curled next to me, your breath warm and smelling of cinamin. I knew that we were happy togeather, I knew every detail of our lives togeather, I was so happy. Then I woke up, and you were not there. In those first moments of waking I was sure I was alseep and dreaming. Now every night when I go to bed I pray for this life to be the one that's dream and my dream life to be the one that's real. Prayers are never answered. I learned that a long time ago, yet I still pray. It's liek dieting. I know I'll never succed but I still do it.