Peace
The thing about peace is that you never know when it might hit. Tonight I felt at peace and happy sitting in my bed. I only ever want to listen to Just BReath the song (tonight Willie Nelson's version) when my heart feels peaceful. Even then, I got a call from one one of my client friends who is fighting rising antesimitism in Huntsville. She is in
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One just need be intelligent enough to know how to make butterflies appear in the right place at the right time.
One must always find inspiration from WITHIN ones self. Only you determine how YOU feel. So with that said I always thought you were significant. I always hoped you would write a book, something that releases the wellspring of inner passion you hide, as well as the zayne-knee side of you ala accordian playing, I seem to recall a situation where you had a thing for hats - which your post about the skateboard helmut amused me...
Remember your focus determines your reality, if you focus on what you want bad enough you put enough butterflies in the right places and the world will tremble at how powerful the waves will be...
Plant seeds of passion intrigue and desire for self actualization focus on what makes you happy - make your reality happen.
I am confident you will find a job as it seems I haven't been in Huntsville in quite sometime I had no clue you were gone which explains why you never responded to my email...
Just remember even in the darkest depths nature finds a way of lighting the way...
There is more darkness in the universe than light but that makes the light we receive all the more precious...
Sadly I fear Huntsville is long lost, Publix has gotten in international trouble for racist shtuff (in Guntersville and Downtown HV), Mayor Battle has been revealed as on the Federal Payroll (meaning feds control the town and he is running for Governor Apparentli), Madison County has been added to some international naughty list and international sanctions are forecoming, and again we will get to space but I fear trillions will be lost in a $8 mistake like the o ring problem. Fortuately last we talked you lived in Killian (far from Huntsville), and that is close to a college, you could apply for adjunct teaching, college is fun to teach I only got to teach college for one day in my military days but what I taught was significant enough to be recognized still till this day. Yet you forget that everything is connected. A shoe is connected to a legging connected to a garter to a belt to a petty coat to a dress, the more layers there are the more interesting the story... Find your passion don't be afraid to live, so few people are alive these days...
Also isn't muscle shows where they have a museum for blues music - I dated a museum curator many years ago, she was fairly passionate about all her desires being found in one place, the trifecta of life fulfillment.
I have faith in you, yet the faith of the few isnt enough, especially when it comes to the current realities of the social economic divide caused by the greed of many, perhaps there is another way, I would suggest you do what is best for the world and stop doubting your own importantance and do what is best for all and truly let your self shine, but in a way that betters not just others but yourself, I don't know as much about you or your situation as others do, but I do know me myself I live so that my grand father will be proud of my choices whenever I see him again... Perhaps letting go of self doubt and fear and accepting that you need to do what is best for yourself as well as what is best for others at the same time - nurture...your own heart, don't be dependent on others for self esteem or self worth, don't hide your flaws appreciate them for the lessons you learned from them and the lessons you still will learn from them...
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I have been sorely remiss is respondonding. When I first read it i was having a bad day well a down day and it was so nice to think i had an annonomous friend out there. I have been working on a book for severeal years now...ever so often. I am learning about life in leaps and bounds and it seems to mature with me. I hope you will pop back in from time to time and that everything is well in your life.
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