May 02, 2005 23:13
Picture me sitting deep in study at my desk. It is filled with my history work, and I am pouring over my notes on a pholisophy book. I look longingly at my AIM, wishing I had time to talk to my friends, but not doing so because I am in presuit of finding the essentials of these chapters and writing a paper. It is not hard work, and I am able to think about the state of my mind while I do this.
Currently, it is awake and attentive, noticing every detail and inquiring into what truth is. It reviews, without effort, the patterns it has sunk in, and is deep in a mission do descover why it falls into them. It searches for a way stay the way it is now, realizing that setting up safe guards and a pattern to check to see if it is sleeping is useless, because that is falling back to sleep. Seeing how dull it has been, it understands what it means to be awake.
That is all.