you don't want me back
i sit here and i can't seem to cheer up.
i feel like shit.
i know what i want.
i want it so bad right now that i feel stupid.
i know things will be fine.
i don't know how the other feels.
i think all the time.
i can still feel it.
i smile when i think about it.
i want to sleep all day.
i want to feel wanted.
i want to forget.
i want to take it back.
i want to be a better person.
i want you to want me. hehe
i want to party like a "rockstar".
i want to do what it is that i want to do.
i want to talk to whom i want to talk to.
i thank god i have richie for a friend.
i have so much fun when i'm with samantha.
i want to laugh like we laugh.
i want to stay out and there not be any "problems".
i want *wink wink* sammy you so get that. two hands on the skyy....
i need to laugh.
i think that i'm fed up.
i seem to be scared.
i know what i want.
i want things to be happy times.
i want it
i want it
i want to go to the "social".
i act so giddy when it comes time. sammy i know you get this
i noticed that i'm invisible.
i can't help it.
why can't i just stop thinking about it? oh i know, because i don't want to. i can still remember, i can still feel. my hearts sinking like a wave. 10 points if you get that. and i can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake. coudn't stop my heart it's always beating. someone has to know it! if you don't it just lyrics from a song. i charged my camera batt. so as soon as we go out again, it's picture time baby. i might go to t.j.with the guys tomorrow. i wish you could go samantha. but alas your not 18 yet. soon though. did you do you stretch yesterday? i hope that i go. we'll see.
riley is sick. first time ever. but she's still sooooo happy.
"it's ok to be angry and never let go"
i feel like shit.
i know what i want.
i want it so bad right now that i feel stupid.
i know things will be fine.
i don't know how the other feels.
i think all the time.
i can still feel it.
i smile when i think about it.
i want to sleep all day.
i want to feel wanted.
i want to forget.
i want to take it back.
i want to be a better person.
i want you to want me. hehe
i want to party like a "rockstar".
i want to do what it is that i want to do.
i want to talk to whom i want to talk to.
i thank god i have richie for a friend.
i have so much fun when i'm with samantha.
i want to laugh like we laugh.
i want to stay out and there not be any "problems".
i want *wink wink* sammy you so get that. two hands on the skyy....
i need to laugh.
i think that i'm fed up.
i seem to be scared.
i know what i want.
i want things to be happy times.
i want it
i want it
i want to go to the "social".
i act so giddy when it comes time. sammy i know you get this
i noticed that i'm invisible.
i can't help it.
why can't i just stop thinking about it? oh i know, because i don't want to. i can still remember, i can still feel. my hearts sinking like a wave. 10 points if you get that. and i can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake. coudn't stop my heart it's always beating. someone has to know it! if you don't it just lyrics from a song. i charged my camera batt. so as soon as we go out again, it's picture time baby. i might go to t.j.with the guys tomorrow. i wish you could go samantha. but alas your not 18 yet. soon though. did you do you stretch yesterday? i hope that i go. we'll see.
riley is sick. first time ever. but she's still sooooo happy.
"it's ok to be angry and never let go"