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wow what a long time it's been my dear LJ'ers. i never get on the computer anymore. i do 4 things only anymore. i go to school, work, sleep, and see Jeff. thats it. I'm content with it right now though. in the very near future though im gonna start going out more i believe. i gotta live a little...right? anyway tomorrow makes a month that jeff and i have actually been dating. he says he loves me and is gonna marry me. i'd love nothing more but im waiting on that to be proven. he has changed me in a good way. i have in a way (takes a breath) retired the hard core rocker (waits for gasps) and am cleaning my look up more. Im not the forbidden word prep but i have started keeping my nails done and started laying in the tanning bed everyday.hey-its a start but never worry i sitll know how to party. thats another thing with jeff. he says his "partying" days are over but we just can't have that. i refuse to let him sit back and just chill out all the time. im just getting started on living the whole free life thing, yes i will marry him if given the chance and yes we will have a family but i will have my share of good memories too.which im not saying he isn't fun cause God knows he is my world, ahh i dont need to explain..anyway
work is going good, im moved back to video some of the time and i love that, sitting on my ass watching movies and getting paid..the pay sucks but hey its a job.
school is good. im not at the highschool most of the time so the drama is limited and i love that..
speaking of drama we lost at competetion BUT DR. J. Bailey put me on his top 5 outstanding Actor nominations. that made me happy. everyone has been asking me what i plan to do after highschool lately. i am gonna get my first 2 years in at MECC i do believe then go on and study experimental pyschology. i dont know the correct term for it-but i want to work on cases with the crazy motherfuckers. im used to it living here so it shouldn't be to hard.
the boys are doing good. conner is growing BIG he is 16 months now. and isaac is doing well for now, in about 6 hours he is getting his tonsils took out. poor guy he is nervous.
well its about it for me, im gonna try to get some sleep. that was just a shout-hey im alive..untill next time
♥♥♥
work is going good, im moved back to video some of the time and i love that, sitting on my ass watching movies and getting paid..the pay sucks but hey its a job.
school is good. im not at the highschool most of the time so the drama is limited and i love that..
speaking of drama we lost at competetion BUT DR. J. Bailey put me on his top 5 outstanding Actor nominations. that made me happy. everyone has been asking me what i plan to do after highschool lately. i am gonna get my first 2 years in at MECC i do believe then go on and study experimental pyschology. i dont know the correct term for it-but i want to work on cases with the crazy motherfuckers. im used to it living here so it shouldn't be to hard.
the boys are doing good. conner is growing BIG he is 16 months now. and isaac is doing well for now, in about 6 hours he is getting his tonsils took out. poor guy he is nervous.
well its about it for me, im gonna try to get some sleep. that was just a shout-hey im alive..untill next time
♥♥♥