I tried my best today
Today I worked. I was exhausted from the night before. I hadn't really looked over my script this past weekend, so I was up until 3 am looking it over. I worked with Jill Larson and Eden Riegel today. I felt guilty in a way. Here I was, working with this 20 year old actress, who is so together and so with it and I felt like I was falling apart today. I could tell everyone on the set sensed something wasn't right with me. In fact, I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm just burnt out. I didn't feel like I gave anything into my performance today and I could tell Eden and Jill were working so hard. I think the directors thought they were upstaging me a bit today and that's unusual for anyone to do to me. In fact, I'm known for doing it to others. I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. I get to see Jack Scalia. He always makes me feel so good, which is a whole 'nother story.
With Love,
Susan
With Love,
Susan