its so beautiful that its scary
after all the nervousness and overanalyzing, we had our first hard meet. we won :) the girls did amazing and i had some good swims. i lvoe that im improving from last year and this year steadily. its the first time in awhile that im getting almost satisfying times. its exciting. i hope i can keep it up.
last night i thought about college and i was so scared. i cant believe high school will be over in less than 2 years. ive realized i love high school....yes, homework sucks but theres nothing to worry about other than that. im looking forward to independence in college but not leaving my friends and being uncomfortable in a new situation. its so crazy...i dont want tot think about it. this happened to be last year too.
winterball is just around the corner :)
i always want to go to bed when im not tired. im gonna call it a night now....even though its early
last night i thought about college and i was so scared. i cant believe high school will be over in less than 2 years. ive realized i love high school....yes, homework sucks but theres nothing to worry about other than that. im looking forward to independence in college but not leaving my friends and being uncomfortable in a new situation. its so crazy...i dont want tot think about it. this happened to be last year too.
winterball is just around the corner :)
i always want to go to bed when im not tired. im gonna call it a night now....even though its early