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[susan_elizabeth]

i feel that is extremely hard to forget what you could of had when someone you repsect tells you that you could of had and you probably should have it. why did you have to tell me that? it frustrates me and i had forgotten about it but now its on my mind again. i cant help it. im getting into a good tempo of improvement and i hope it lasts. train hard is the only way to win. all i need to focus on is me and let others do their own jobs.

im off to build a bridge to nowhere now.