why am i so frustrated?
i hate wehn i come home from swim and im moody. not upset. its just a weird state of mind and i take it out on other people. i just hate wehn i find out people are being mean to others...especially people who have no reason to be bullied. gahhh. i also found out today that lindsey isnt our captain. we dont have one as of now. uhhhh? anyway, i had a family dinner tonight. ugh i dread them. i learned im always second to my sister as always. its nothing new. whatever. yesterday was my last pottery class which was sad. we glazed mad things.i cant wait to see them! i had a really weird expereice at the 99 marketplace that i dont even think i can write. i need to lose weight or smoething. i dont think i can go back there. today was pep rally. for some odd reason i felt let down. i dont know what it was. i didnt feel like east was a community just 4 classes, not one school. people were so rude and ignorant...it wasnt that i just didnt get that feeling. whatever. it wasnt that bad. swim was alrght. i felt like all my past coaches minus victor were there. TJ swam in my lane and he almost killed me. he was nice to me though. will is now our "coach" i guess. im not really sure. we're still doing bouchard sets though which is a relief. i wrote this entry all out of order. im going to jen's house right now to watch i movie with her and paige. sweeeet.