this heart it beats, beats for only you, my heart is your heart
if i had a picture of what arisa drew for art for the idiom project i would just post that. it basically describes how i feel sometimes.
its like a renewed energy. my spirit is uplifted. i wake up happy, truly happy for the first time in a while. even when the daunting task of homework weighs on my mind, i now i will get through it. maybe not in an hour but it will be done. theres that person in the back of mind making everything okay even though they have no idea who they are to me. maybe i get trapped in the past to easily but something familiar is good. im distancing myself from the one thing that causes me distress and im feeling so much better. maybe it was all in my mind? whatever the cause, its over. things are back to "normal" and i want something different. i want to be happy and feel good about myself. so many things can go wrong and they probably will but i know everything would turn out right in the end. is it obvious? you decide. even through all the times ive gone through this, this time feels different and my friends think the same. maybe we just make it up or maybe there's something in the air. somethng has changed and i can't put my finger on it quite yet. its so easy to get excited and so easy to come down to earth. its strange how fast feelings can change. my feelings race faster than my mind. i cant keep up.
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this
If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute
its like a renewed energy. my spirit is uplifted. i wake up happy, truly happy for the first time in a while. even when the daunting task of homework weighs on my mind, i now i will get through it. maybe not in an hour but it will be done. theres that person in the back of mind making everything okay even though they have no idea who they are to me. maybe i get trapped in the past to easily but something familiar is good. im distancing myself from the one thing that causes me distress and im feeling so much better. maybe it was all in my mind? whatever the cause, its over. things are back to "normal" and i want something different. i want to be happy and feel good about myself. so many things can go wrong and they probably will but i know everything would turn out right in the end. is it obvious? you decide. even through all the times ive gone through this, this time feels different and my friends think the same. maybe we just make it up or maybe there's something in the air. somethng has changed and i can't put my finger on it quite yet. its so easy to get excited and so easy to come down to earth. its strange how fast feelings can change. my feelings race faster than my mind. i cant keep up.
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this
If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute