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the trees miss their leaves and so do i. thier branches are bare and my heart is cold. the seasons change and fade and there will always be a spring, a time to blossom. start over. it can only get worse before it can get better. im waiting for that sunshine upon my hair, the leaves upon the trees. i know today i cant make myself happy but its always nice to know there will be leaves one day and my heart filled with content and excitement. i go through this phase where i just want to get away from everything. i feel it coming on like a bad cold. this weekend? sounds good. i really hope i can go up north. when is it going to snow? that always makes me happy. i need to feel better and move on but when its too easy it doesnt feel right and the feelings fade. lets take it one day at a time. save the drama for your momma.
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming