What an adjustment.
Soon. The truth. It shall set in. My father, sister, and brother are back from being in New York. My Mother did not return with them. Because my mother is not here. This past week has merely felt as though my mother father, sister, and brother were once more out of town and Nicki and I decided to stay. I'm now going to have to adjust to my fathers ways of parenting. I mean I may be 18, but I am still living with him. I just honestly don't know how I am going to take it. He gave me a certian time to be home tonight. I don't want a curfew. As long as I call in and let him know where I am, I think it should be fine. I fear what lies ahead for myself. What lies ahead for this family. My mommy isn't here. My chest hurts... Time to go back to denying it.
In OTHER news. Man I really want a boyfriend. Like extremely. Cory made the urge come about. Then how I was acting with Ben tonight.
I've been acting friendlier and more open. I'm proud.
In OTHER news. Man I really want a boyfriend. Like extremely. Cory made the urge come about. Then how I was acting with Ben tonight.
I've been acting friendlier and more open. I'm proud.