Day 8-Feeling Emotional
Went back to work today and had to explain why i'd been off work all week to my Team Leader. Not the most pleasant meeting i've ever had, ending up with the pair of us in tears in an office on the 3rd Floor!!! I feel happier that she knows now and doesn't think that i'm pulling a fast one and skiving.
I don't think the tablets are working yet, even after a week on them, I still don't feel any different.
Yesterday was lovely, impromptu BBQ in the sunny surroundings of my garden with friends, shame you couldn't all make it but the summer is only just beginning..... there will be plenty more :D Just what i needed, a welcome distraction from my own head and my thoughts. Being in the garden still wierds me out, it was nice there was so many people there, tho still felt strangely frightened.
Sunday, another great day, blackpool was a blast (we should have sacked all the bores off and gone to the fair tho teeheehee!!!) Curry, Rice and Chips (and yes we want salt and vinegar on EVERYTHING LOL) ...... absolutely spot on :D Really glad that the air has cleared now, I never meant to seem like an enemy.
Saturday, Mids9 Legal Cruise, great night, sadly marred by the news that Muffy had a suspected Heart Attack, at 31 yrs old. A scary and worrying thought. Get well soon chuck. I have to say i did feel like a bit of an outcast (cold shoulder city) tho i can see why now, and i am sorry for any problems caused.
Friday...... what did i do friday????? Bugger all!!! :D Well knowing the weekend that lay ahead a required night in i think lol
Surzy xx