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I feel realy really stressed out right now.
to the extreme. Everything you could think that would make you stressed out is happening. Parents, losing stuff, people being assholes, everything.
Im soo angry at the world right now.
i cant deal with this all anymore. i cant.
last night was fun and really bad at the same time.
i cant help just cry and cry and cry. and I wish I could do that all day. i wish i could get away from everyone and everything. i wanna be in my own little room with everything I love. nothing that'll make me feel stressed and horrible about myself. just everything i love. my diary, my music and probably lip chap.
no drugs no alcohol.
I think im gonna quit for a while, maybe thats whats making me stressed out. but i dunno Im going to quit for maybe a month. i hope i dont break that vow....god i need help. I need serious help.
i used to go to a therapist for 2 years but it didnt help AT ALL. but i think it might now....im older and more mature and I actually want to talk to somebody and get some help.
to the extreme. Everything you could think that would make you stressed out is happening. Parents, losing stuff, people being assholes, everything.
Im soo angry at the world right now.
i cant deal with this all anymore. i cant.
last night was fun and really bad at the same time.
i cant help just cry and cry and cry. and I wish I could do that all day. i wish i could get away from everyone and everything. i wanna be in my own little room with everything I love. nothing that'll make me feel stressed and horrible about myself. just everything i love. my diary, my music and probably lip chap.
no drugs no alcohol.
I think im gonna quit for a while, maybe thats whats making me stressed out. but i dunno Im going to quit for maybe a month. i hope i dont break that vow....god i need help. I need serious help.
i used to go to a therapist for 2 years but it didnt help AT ALL. but i think it might now....im older and more mature and I actually want to talk to somebody and get some help.