......
Lj was going through some severe gayness for a minute. I want to escape out of my head and body for temporairliy. Everything is getting to me, and it's not my period; not near or anything. Nothing with Richie has happened. I really want to get to know him better, and Trish said he would call me but he hasn't. Trish got her tubes tied this morning, I was supposed to call her but couldn't cause my manager wouldn't give me her freaking number! I should just let the deal with Richie go, my mom will never let me date him anyways; speaking in long away future terms. I'm not looking for anyone right now. Nice guy, that's all now. I worked 23 hours from Friday to Sunday then 5 hours Tuesday. Saving money up for the band trip.
My grades are slowly again declining and I'm absolutely going mad! I don't understand why this year has been so hard for me, my freshman year was SO easy?! My grade in Geometry went down because I got an 85 on the test I took. I'm not going to be at school tomorrow because I'm going to All Districts (choir) and wonderful Meagan is my roomie! I hate the songs we're singing, 3 of them are in a forgein language:French, Latin, and African I think. Should be quite interesting.
Caleigh Keith said the craziest thing today... "Do you like Logan?" "As a friend, yea, why?" "Well, I read your live journal and I read the one about your dream...." "It was just a dream, I don't like him like that." "Ok, just wonderding..." :X ::god::
I found out Keagan thinks I'm hot.....haven't quite adjusted to that yet. I barely even know him.
Matt and I talked last night finally. I had to get out what I'd been feeling for a while. A bit of annoyance. Then some how as usual and always it got to my cutting. He's getting SO sick and tired of it, well, I won't come to him and talk to him like I have been for the past 3 weeks! argh. In health today, some freakin how Jessi Epperly and I got to talking about it. She found out that I did it. All I did was show my ankle/leg to her and she had a canairy because she never knew I'd been doing it for the past 4 years. "Why?" "It's a form of release, a momentary second where I can escape from reality.." So there.
Aaron Sturgill had to regive his speech today, I was so proud of myself because I did not say ANYTHING to him. I was a good girl, and not a bitch! People say he either wants to date me, or just really wants to get on my nerves! Ick.
That's all I needed to do for venting right now, I feel like I didn't completey gush my heart out; but I don't know how else to put it.
*CORINNA*
My grades are slowly again declining and I'm absolutely going mad! I don't understand why this year has been so hard for me, my freshman year was SO easy?! My grade in Geometry went down because I got an 85 on the test I took. I'm not going to be at school tomorrow because I'm going to All Districts (choir) and wonderful Meagan is my roomie! I hate the songs we're singing, 3 of them are in a forgein language:French, Latin, and African I think. Should be quite interesting.
Caleigh Keith said the craziest thing today... "Do you like Logan?" "As a friend, yea, why?" "Well, I read your live journal and I read the one about your dream...." "It was just a dream, I don't like him like that." "Ok, just wonderding..." :X ::god::
I found out Keagan thinks I'm hot.....haven't quite adjusted to that yet. I barely even know him.
Matt and I talked last night finally. I had to get out what I'd been feeling for a while. A bit of annoyance. Then some how as usual and always it got to my cutting. He's getting SO sick and tired of it, well, I won't come to him and talk to him like I have been for the past 3 weeks! argh. In health today, some freakin how Jessi Epperly and I got to talking about it. She found out that I did it. All I did was show my ankle/leg to her and she had a canairy because she never knew I'd been doing it for the past 4 years. "Why?" "It's a form of release, a momentary second where I can escape from reality.." So there.
Aaron Sturgill had to regive his speech today, I was so proud of myself because I did not say ANYTHING to him. I was a good girl, and not a bitch! People say he either wants to date me, or just really wants to get on my nerves! Ick.
That's all I needed to do for venting right now, I feel like I didn't completey gush my heart out; but I don't know how else to put it.
*CORINNA*