Regular Update
Nothing has happened, well, interesting that is. Thank goodness the Hitler reincarnation hasn't called...yet. ::crosses fingers that he never will::: I had a really bad dream the night I met him. It was that he was watching me sleep, and somehow he was able to enter my room and was on his knees right next to my bed watching me. All my scars on my body we somehow exposed, and he got some sort of sick pleasure out of it. He was lightly touching them, yet somehow I didn't feel it. Then another dream was that we dated, during the time he abused me and raped me. I finally told him that I hated him and I ran as fast as I could and he followed me; he threatened to kill my mom. So I finally wrote a long letter to my mom saying how much I truly love her and that she means the world to me, but I have to go. I told her why. I had killed myself. I slit huge marks on my wrist all the way down to where my arm bended. It was on both arms, and I was in boiling hot water. My door was locked and she found me days later.(note that these were JUST dreams.)
Amber spent the night last night and she left around 5 today. I had fun hanging out with her. She was really tired. We got Sarah to come visit last night because she's the coolest thing since sliced bread! Then Cecil and Jordan came to visit too. The three of us (girls) talked about pretty much a lot of things.
My mom told me that Eric now knows we're coming out X-mas to visit. Supposeivly he's supposed to be moving out of my g-ma's house. It's not like I care or what ever, mom and I figured that they want their space so we'll stay in a hotel. We're family and all, by blood, but that's as far as it goes. We've had separeate lives for as long as I've known. I thought about it, I'll be 17 when I go out there. :) Exciting. I just really wish everyone would stop fighting, for the most stupid reaons ever.
I watched "What Women Want" tonight, along with "The Surreal Life" and "Viva La Bam." That was to much tv, so I decided to take a 2nd shower for today. I have nothing better to do. I wish colorguard season would hurry up and get here; it's taking WAY to long....
*Corinna*
Amber spent the night last night and she left around 5 today. I had fun hanging out with her. She was really tired. We got Sarah to come visit last night because she's the coolest thing since sliced bread! Then Cecil and Jordan came to visit too. The three of us (girls) talked about pretty much a lot of things.
My mom told me that Eric now knows we're coming out X-mas to visit. Supposeivly he's supposed to be moving out of my g-ma's house. It's not like I care or what ever, mom and I figured that they want their space so we'll stay in a hotel. We're family and all, by blood, but that's as far as it goes. We've had separeate lives for as long as I've known. I thought about it, I'll be 17 when I go out there. :) Exciting. I just really wish everyone would stop fighting, for the most stupid reaons ever.
I watched "What Women Want" tonight, along with "The Surreal Life" and "Viva La Bam." That was to much tv, so I decided to take a 2nd shower for today. I have nothing better to do. I wish colorguard season would hurry up and get here; it's taking WAY to long....
*Corinna*