Yesturday
I broke up with Brandon. We tried to make it work, but I guess things will never be the same. He wants to keep trying and I am just tired of trying. I have always done my best. I may not have always been in the right, but I know I never did him wrong. I always new what needed to be done, I just didn't want to hurt. But I know I am better off. It is time to do things for myself for a change. It is going to feel good. But when I am alone and no one is around, I do get sad. I need to remember the things I use to do that made me happy. You can't rely on another person to make you happy. You got to make yourself happy first and always.
Drugs are soooo good right now. But I know I must take care of bills and stuff so I am cutting down the costs.
Can't believe once again I am starting my life all over.
When will I learn?
Some family issues and problems are occuring too. I can't get over the feeling that I am supressing emotions...my brain hurts from all my thinking...I hope I don't go crazy.
Drugs are soooo good right now. But I know I must take care of bills and stuff so I am cutting down the costs.
Can't believe once again I am starting my life all over.
When will I learn?
Some family issues and problems are occuring too. I can't get over the feeling that I am supressing emotions...my brain hurts from all my thinking...I hope I don't go crazy.